Letter #6

Hi Tim! This letter will be short because I at all haven't an
opportunity
to write to you today. And I even don't know if you wrote me or not
because
today I even haven't an opportunity to check up a mail. I do not know
if
you wrote to me the answer to my last letter or not, but I will find
out
about it tomorrow. Today I only have an opportunity to write you a
little,
and I have decided to use this opportunity of course, - simply to tell,
that I am thinking of you today. I want to tell that I am very glad
that
I speak with you. And our friendship has brought something new into my
life!
And it is so wonderful! Tomorrow I will check up a mail and I will find
out if you have written to me or not. I hope that your letter waits for
me there!
Because if tomorrow I will come for work, and there will be no letter
from you there,
it will make me sad! But now I already have to go!
I only wanted to tell that I think of you!
Arina.

Letter  #8

Hi my dear friend Tim! I hope you are not offended that I said Dear?
Simply I think this word will help you to understand how I am glad and
happy that I have you as a friend! It has already changed my life, and
I want to tell that I very much appreciate and cherish our
communication!
And of course I always hope that you cherish our friendship as well!
I waited for your letter very much. And I am so glad that you have
written.
As only the woman who works with a computer in laboratory can inform me
about your letter, I already some times visited her, and again and
again
I asked if she received a mail or not, but several times I heard the
negative answer because our Internet works only during receiving of
service mail. Therefore I could not receive your letter for some days.
And
I felt that absence of your letter afflicts me. But now she told me
that
I have got the letter and I am very happy! Thank you Tim! By the way,
when I has come to Natalia I has found out that she got food poisoning.
That is why she hasn't come to clinic. Do not worry, she was not been
poisoned by neighbours (smile). She cooked dried mushrooms, and, being
a bad expert on mushrooms she has not noticed among good mushrooms
couple
of poisonous!!! So she has cooked a mushroom soup with several
poisonous
mushrooms and of course eaten it! I have spent all the night in her
home,
helping to clear her stomach. By the way, she asked to tell that she
sends
you her HELLO!!! She is very glad that I have such friend as you!
Tim, I am really happy that we write to each other and that I can
share with you my thoughts. Sometimes I really need it. All people
think
that I am always ok and that in my life everything all right. But the
loneliness is a heavy cargo invisible to other people. And sometimes
I feel this cargo so hard, that all surrounding ceases to bring
pleasure.
And if you know what loneliness is, you of course will understand me.
When
I come home, I want to share with someone my pleasure, my thoughts, I
want
to cook a supper and to see dear man opposite me. I do not want to have
a supper in loneliness, I want to hear laughter, but instead of all
this
I hear silence. And it oppresses me, the empty house saddened my mood
and
I feel itself as a loneliness captive. And I do not know how to get rid
of
this. I can share my joy with Natalia, I can take the walk, or to
dispel
a sadness by music. But soon I start to understand that it simply
self-deception because I understand that actually I need something
other.
I want to spend evenings and nights with a man, dear to my heart. I
want
to feel hands of my beloved in my hair, I want a man near to me so that
I could put my head onto his strong shoulder; I want a man near to me
to see
off the sunset together, and to meet the first morning sun beams of new
day. Forgive me that I tell you about it, but I hope you understand me.
Simply sometimes I feel grief in heart and the talking with you
destroys
my grief! But I think enough about these sad things. Say Hello to
Aleigha!!!!
Tim, can you imagine, now already evening! I began to write
some hours back, but could continue only now because I had some
patients.
Do you ever go to a forest for mushrooms and berries? Here it is very
popular. Every summer we go to the forest to search for mushrooms and
berries. Once upon a time we even have lost the way and have found road
already almost at night. And first we talked and laughed, being sure
that
soon we will find the way home. But when finally the darkness has
covered
forest, we have become scared so, that we could not talk at all. We
shuddered because of each rustle and crunch. I remember we have stopped
in
front of the big bush because it seemed to Natalia that someone has
hidden
there. We have become numb, and we simply stood and looked at the
quivered
and rustled bush. We thought that it is a bear and now he will eat us.
And
at this moment from the bush has jumped out a small dog. It was so
suddenly and unexpectedly that first we simply stood and shouted for
some
seconds, and then have rushed off with such a speed, that likely we
could
establish a new world record! (smile). Of course the dog has been
frightened of our shout not less than we, and she, hiding a tail, has
rushed away in an opposite direction. It was so funny. I do not know
what
this dog thought of us, but I think this dog remembers us till now.
(Smile).
When we have become calmed down, we have seen that we are in several
meters
from our village. I will never forget it. I feel I should change the
subject.
Tim, I believe in destiny, because many events in the life are simply
inexplicable. So a lot of events in the life of each of us when the
hope
has already left us, when it seems that you will not ever see light in
the
end of tunnel of life; how often you hope and wait for something, but
suddenly happens something that changed everything in your life; and
everything that was in the past becomes simply unimportant and
insignificant. And you understand, that it is destiny. I already spoke
Tim that I am grateful to destiny for many events in my life, - for
events that I did not expect but which have changed my life and me. And
now I am grateful to destiny that I have found a good friend with whom
I can share my thoughts, pleasures and sadnesses. It is so wonderful!
His
name is - Tim. I hope my words do not offend you, Tim? I have
to finish, but I very much want to ask you something. What clothes you
like
to wear? What kind of clothes you like to see on a woman at home and at
the street? What physical features in the woman you like more? Do you
like
to kiss and to be kissed? Do you like to embrace your woman at the
street?
How you like to celebrate holidays? How you celebrated your last
birthday?
I want to congratulate you on a holiday of love. I hope that this day
have
brought to you a pleasure and smile. And today I was thinking of you as
about my Valentine! (Smile). It made me smile and brought warm emotions
into my soul. And of course I will think that I am your Valentine!
(Smile). At least it makes me feel like especial woman and my eyes
start
to sparkle with pleasure at this beautiful day and holiday!
I will hope to receive your answer as soon as possible. Write me
please.
I already wait for your letter! Your lady friend Arina.

Letter #8

This is where the bikini pics ccome in!!

Hi dear Tim.
Thank you again for your letter! Today I can write and I am very very
glad! Now the main moment of my day is expectation which eventually
changes to sincere joy because my friend Tim has written me his
letter! Thank you Tim! Each time I have small feeling of worry -
"What if Tim have not written me today?" But when I receive your
letter, everything becomes simply excellent, the smile does not leave
my
face and already nobody can overpersuade me that this day is a good
day!
I hope Tim your day as well is filled with pleasure and nothing will
sadden your mood!? It is really wonderful, when in the life appears new
aspiration, new purpose, don't you agree? Without it life would lose
any
sense. Everyone has the purposes and dreams, small and big, some of
which
are easily accessible, some are beyond reach. Some dreams are like
stars
that so beautifully sparkle that you want to touch them by your hand,
understanding at the same time that it is impossible. And how often
happens that you give years, you give all your forces to reach your
purpose; but all what you get is disappointment. And the thought, that
your dream already never will come true, brings a pain. But I think
much
worse if you at all have no dreams and purposes. The life without
dreams
and purposes is empty. Dreams and the purposes force people to rise
onto
mountain top or to sink to oceans bottom, to conquer North Pole or to
land
on the Moon, to build family and to win on Olympic games. And when your
dream comes true, when you reach your purpose, you have tears of
sincere
joy in your eyes, and it is much more important than many things in our
life. And you will always remember these tears of joy, because these
tears
will tell you that you really lived, dreamed, aspired and struggled.
Tim, what dreams you have, what are you waiting from the future?
What sort of life you are looking for now? I have noticed, that I often
start to ask myself these questions. 30 years old is not a lot, but it
is
not young age also. I often begin to think of what I have done in my
life,
what purposes I have reached, what mistakes I made. I start to think of
the future more often, I began to estimate my past. Probably this age -
time to look back and to draw the certain conclusions, time to think
and
analyze a life, time to put new purposes and tasks. I begin to
understand
that I already hardly will able ever to touch amazing stars, I
understand
that many things in the life are not so simple as I thought; I
understand
that great deal in my life will be otherwise than I thought. It is a
time
of reassessment of values. And probably it is high time to dream about
simple human happiness. You agree with me Tim? Enough about it.
Right now, behind window, the sleet like a tap-dancer beat off a
rhythm.
The window glass, deformed by melting snowflakes and water trickles,
reflects like old mirror a gloomy sight of the grey sky. And the wind
scornfully whistles between branches of naked trees. And everyone here,
glancing through window by indifferent empty eyes silently grumble
about
bad weather that spoils their mood and changes their plans. And I do
not
understand these people. How they can be so querulous? It is simply
small
snowfall with a rain - the gift of the nature, gift filling the air by
delightful freshness, bringing an amazing, almost imperceptible smell
of
coming spring. So many people in the world who dreams about rain; how
many
people who never saw a snow, who is deprived an opportunities to play
the
snowballs with friends. I always liked snowfall and rain. Tim, do you
like a rain? What season you like more, Tim? All seasons are
magnificent,
don't you think? The winter covers all around with a delightful white
carpet.
Trees and roofs wear fluffy snow-hats and a frost draws by invisible
tassel amazing inimitable images on the windows glasses. And when you,
Tim, hear snow crunch under your foot, and the sky slowly showers you
with sparkling snowflakes, don't you want to take a slow walk with your
woman? Or when the delightful gold autumn begins the most beautiful
phenomenon in the nature - a fall of leafs? When the leaves, chased by
a
cool breeze, dances a waltz in the air and slowly fall downwards,
undressing trees. And when you, Tim, hear rustle of leaves under your
foot, and when in the sky you see a flock of birds flying away with sad
song, don't you want to take a slow walk with your woman? Or when you
hear
behind your window an autumn thunder, or groans of blizzard, would you
not
enjoy being at home with your beloved, to enfold each other in a warm
plaid, and telling each other ridiculous and funny stories? I think it
is
a big happiness when people are able to value such things. And I think,
if
the couple are able to enjoy such things in a life, it only strengthens
feelings. How do you think, why people are divorcing? I am sure, now
you
think that I am rambling on. Forgive me please, Tim. I do not know
why I write you this. Probably because I feel conveniently in talking
to
you about such things. I will better stop, because I am afraid that
otherwise you will simply cease to write me. (Smile) Natalia has forced
me
to send you this my picture! (Smile). I hope you like it... Respect
this
picture! It only for your eyes! (Smile) With thoughts of you I will
wait
for your letter!
Arina.